just realise that.. 20052005

just realise that yesterday was a special day. it's not only my birthday. it's a cute date 20052005. knew this morning when i posted pictures. 20052005..just like you write the year for 2times. but it's not and this only happen once in my life..how could i miss this important day..sigh..quite regret that i actually miss this day.. anyway, yesterday was a great day for me. at least i was not alone.. :P
just realise that my mood has changed dramatically. i'm quite tension recently. yj said it's because i don't eat properly and don't sleep properly. i admit that. lost alot of sleeping time for these 2 weeks.either sleep late or wake up in the early morning. this not like me.i used to sleep alot. the way i talk getting harsh..i don't mean to be like that. just can't help.
i was so happy for 2days with company of ken and ahboon. when i was alone at home last night, i felt lost and down. one of the reasons is nothing from HIM so far..wondering if i can do the same thing.. is this really the way to make him feel better?wondering..lose him as a fren..think this is my regret for my birthday this year..
still not yet do anything to my presents yet. wanna collect all and take pic.. this year, all the presents are special.i like every of them. thy alot